From the first day I have seen her ,I always tried to see her everyday.But when I see, I found she is not whom ,I saw yesterday.This happened again,when I saw her today.(she is really backed to college). New charm on her ever smiling face like a piece of full moon,new enlightenment in her eyes like a blue sapphire, new enthu in her arms .......every thing was new about her. & Truly said 'what can a man do if gals get together',So I remained calm - only my eyes were moving on her with unhurried curiosity - & standing with the help of pillar as if it was perfect gesture for me to WELCOME her.I realized it again that my madness only aroused by her constant presence of beauty.
It is unnatural for me to dream about her without my beloved friend's help.Entire holiday He was pouring out sound of amazement & curiosity "where do U go every-evening?". Will I ever get rid of this WHY & WHERE ? I knew that she had gone but I could see her standing there .but this was not enough.Everyone raised an eyebrow on me "how have U celebrated NAVARATRA without your beloved one's "?I don't know what was the driving force which had stopped me to meet my mom,But on the eve of navratra I really felt lonely,my eyes suddenly filled with tears & there was no one to wipe it out.Why I am still not been able to tell her...., just how much it means to have a special person like her & share some words of happiness.& perhaps GODDESS was saying to me, SON, "Her exquisite beauty is to be worshipped , not only to be desired.Her instincts & virtues are to be followed,not only to be admired.The greatest virtue of mankind "LOVE" , is not only to achieve ,but to give." of course !!!I am her true WORSHIPPER & a blind FOLLOWER (some fools call me LOVER also). but when she calls me STRANGER it hurts.She still refuses me to accept me as her devotee .But I know "Duaa to haule haule hi lagti hai na".so keep praying....& Till then, I am pankaj ,your immediate senior. atleast naam to........
maana anjaan (stranger)huun main tere waste,
maana anjaan (stranger) hai tu mere waaste,
tu mujhko jaan le ,main tujhko jaan loon, iss "tall" se taal mila.....Taal se taal mila!!!!
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