Friday, February 13, 2009

Happy valentines day............

Well friends!!!!!! U would have prepared for this day I think, I was not very much far behind U, specially at this year!!!!But.......Let me see how many other secrets are yet to be revealed  by my destiny??????
From the very childhood, in quest of achieving goals,pursue my cherised dream,focus on my future ,I always missed & sacrificed a fascinating & amazing life ,which was available in front of me.Now if I am trying to choose the alternative(as I succeced up to some extent),Am I going to the wrong path????
I realised that ,there are no such things ,as a CO-INCIDENCE going to happen in my life,which usually occurs in our bollywood  hindi movies.....RHTDM,Rab ne bana......etc ,when would my fate yield me some reward?????
It has been said"SATYAM SIVAM SUNDARAM".satya hi shiv hai shiv hi sundar hai...that is ,Beauty & Truth are synonyms .But Beauty always remain an Illusion for me.So when would I believe  that there really exists a GOD(also a synonym) somewhere??
I am not harshed or depressed in asking this question,but why I am trying to impose my affection ,my emotion ,my sentiment If someone refuse to acknowledge my presence? Why am I adoring myself if someone took no notice of me?.yeah!!!!! I m trying to carve out of  my self from this infatuation & I need your help.........