a narrow miss...........

Whenever I tried to come closer to her,my fate always stand in front with a ready excuse. I faced such situation so many times earlier-it hardly makes a difference.But this excuse is so obsessive ,I feel myself cheated. Having good physique & good health I always take privilege over others specially in sports events,Weather it is field-event, track-event,volleyball,............But I am too bad in basketball. So here comes trouble for me.

Crowd were shouting at the top of their voices at our only public basketball ground.I never in my entire college life have seen such energetic players & cheerful crowd.Perhaps it was first time when both were advised too keep their emotional & sarcastic biases outside the field & not to act on any comment how offensive they might find it.It was obvious ,because gals are also among the spectators.she was also there, pretended not to see me,Perhaps lights were insufficient.But I didn't allow my eyes to left her even for a second.she was irresistible ..............overjoyed eyes,impeccably tied hair -back on shoulder,praising the players with her enthusiastic & soft voice & as usual my words seems inadequate for her.....Really, once when you are on the field it does not matter how you look like,it only matters how well you perform.So i was confident that "had I been there ,I would make both triumph at once-one over my opponent & other on............".......".but I was really cheated,cheated by my fortune. "so friends you always tell me you don't require fair amount of chances,you only require fair amount of time.One may say -wasted '1.8' years ,2.5 years in their college life.I just want to tell them,i haven't wasted my time ............Adhi gujar gayi aarjoo me ,aur lagta hai aadhi gujar jayegi intejaar me.

everything for you maam.................

What else would I write apart from the title,which I have opted here. But the faith & altruism I experienced -is so deep & profound -I feel I have no other choice , except to write it.Motherhood !!!!! It has been truly said "Since God can't be everywhere he created mothers".My mother ,The best mother I could hope for.But I always missed her proximity.(I am a great hostler).But recently I have confronted a woman with whom I feel myself perfectly worthy of her.I completely lost myself-sometimes by her deep arresting voice,sometimes by her subtle smile ,sometimes by her expressive eyes ........above all ,she took my praise by her right.yeah !!!!! She is my English Tutor,My friends always make fun with me & saying .....She looks almost similar to "HER".Of course!!!!!!! friends,But I want to tell you that 'HER' similar appearance with maam , possessed with heavenly features(eyes ,nose ,cheeks.....) is not my prime concern.'HER' wisdom & benevolence which led "HER" career interest to teach nursery kids (unique similarity)- that concerns me & make her my clear favorite.
Friends you have always given me big favors.I need one more .Don't u think I have to keep my faith alive............since my maam make me believe that these gals are really vulnerable to love & sympathy.& I need love not sympathy.please tell your gods to send such woman in my life so that I feel myself more & more closer to 'HER'!!!!!!!