I admire you today.....

"Pictures says thousand words."I felt it so deeply when one of my friend has gifted me some of her pictures celebrating DIWALI.Thank u friends being so caring.While looking at those pictures,I was wondering between the difference in, what she looks & what she really is. Dancing,swaying,laughing, along with her friends ....so mischievous indeed & simply justifying "why should boys have all the fun?" What a joy that would be to spent a moment with her ,that would be my Diwali.I notice for the first time -how long her legs & hands -which I always dreamt about,how her black eyes were smiling.This was enough for me to distract,but it had it's charm to lost in her.The pleasure was so deep ,I shared my happiness with my beloved friend. Look at her !!! Dear, Have you seen such honest pleasure at anyone's face? how immaculately she has dressed herself? how.....................?
There was a naughty smile at his face........Pankaj !! Are you reading properly or not? .....(for the first time in my life I am serious about relationship & he reminded me of work & ideals.).....Don't talk about her,talk to her.you can't understand such creatures, being what you are my innocent friend.I replied him "talk to her!!! Have you forgotten ,how her pride hurts to listen a single word of mine? & if she would ask me the same question" why should I talk to you?".......... Being a boy, I still don't know why gals talk to boys?
OK, I'll talk to her, anything..Though I have seen her around in college, sometimes sitting on downstairs......sometimes hurrying for classes....But how lucky for me if I could have find her alone.Never once since my return from home I have seen her single. Her friends always stick with her.
After a long discussion he left my room threatening that he will check my regular progress(in studies).but as of now,when she is nearer & dearer to me than any other could ever be,no one can stop me to see her regularly.Friends!!!! I admire her today more than yesterday....& waiting for tomorrow.
kaisi hai ye doorie.....
kaisi majboori....
maine najro se tujhe choo liya............................

wo kahte hai main uss jaisa nahi.............

It have been long since, I have seen her.....the only thing which I can do ,but still I have to wait 3 more days(to end this dull & dry summer vacation.....) !!! Now when I have accepted all that blessing, which came today...I am missing my last visual contact with her!!!I always keep my beloved friend at such precious moments as an evidence.It was last day of college but this time too it was difficult for her to subdue her pride.my friend asked me indignantly "saale kya bol diye ho ....dhekhti bhi nahi hai......"it isn't as if he has said this for the first time.I replied calmly "wahi jo tum bole thee...."He always given me enough space to develope my self along with him since boyhood, but still he is socially more experienced & I always take his advice granted for me .I remember every single word when I going to give my first -impression to her!!!!!!! PANKAJ .......(a deep silence...) this gals can no longer endure those conversation in which they are not involved.they hate to hear those talks in which they are not the prime concern.......so she must be your prime concern....... so I did my friends & I told her everything that goes inside me with simple naturalness & with a please look.I was expecting that she would probably blush or stammer!!!but sometimes things won't come-out the way you want them.
my friend was still smiling ,trying his level best to convince me that i am inferior in any way to anyone. BUT.....she is a girl in million with very rare spirits, she is not supposed to take everything that goes inside you ,your gifts,your cards .....Because you boys alwyas try to take the liberty for that .........don't U? i was speechless but today............On my b'day ....I just want to ask you my friennds........ "tum kahte ho main uss jaisa nahi ...par kyo mujh jaisi lagti hai wo,...............